
I had my day pretty much sorted out. But the fates have a way of serving you your day in a big heap of horsesh--.
I woke up this morning from a nightmare so horrible that I cannot put into words for fear of it ever coming true. So there I was, in bed with a hangover from drinking consecutive mixes of vodka sprite the previous night. I check my mail and Paul says to call him 6pm his time. I was still seething from my dream but ran to the phone to call him up. That phone call didn't go as well as I wanted it to go. I was half asleep-pissed-upset-sad-awake-confused and half hungover to make sense of what I said. At least hearing his voice calmed me down a little and I was in a better mood when I hung up the phone.
I saw that the my download of Heroes just finished so I saw that. It was ayt. Around 1pm I realized I had to get dressed to go out to get my license renewed. I have been driving a week with an expired one and today was the only day I had time to handle it. I had P300 cash on me and knew I had to withdraw before I did anything else today. I went to BDO in BF and waited THIRTY minutes in line and infront of the machine only to find out that the machine was busted. I drove to the Equitable ATM nearby and it said it couldn't connect to my bank. I was already seething but I passed by Bona to get a large coffee ice blended since I knew I had to take a drug test and needed to be ready to piss in a cup. I drove to ATC and went to the atm's near powerbooks. Both the BDO and Equitable machines were f-cked and wouldn't give me money. I tried withdrawing from the BPI ones even if they were going to charge me interbank fees just so I could have money BUT it kept rejecting my card. I went to SIX atm machines total before I gave up and called Niki to borrow money. I ran to the store and picked the dough up and walked back out to the license renewal center.
I can never hold my bladder. I'm the type of person who has to go when she has to go. But for once in my life, my bladder failed me. I couldn't understand it. A large coffee ice blended with an EXTRA shot of coffee PLUS a bottle of mineral water downed in one go and STILL I could barely fill the damn cup even an eighth full. I felt sick with all the liquids inside me. I sat there for an hour and half waiting for the water to pass it's way through my system, but I got nothing. The testing center was closing in half an hour and I simply BEGGED them to make do with what I could give them since nothing was coming out of me anymore. I was the last person in line and they took pity on me and gave me my "negative" slip. The rest of the renewal process was quick enough since there were only three of us left in the waiting area. One good thing that came out of it was that I FINALLY have a license where my picture does not look like it came out of a WANTED ad. My day might have sucked but I made sure I smiled this time.
Hindi na nakakahiyang ipakita license ko
My car is coding today so I was forced to stay in ATC until 7pm. I was done with renewal by 5:45pm and I had not eaten a morsel of anything the whole day. I was positively hungry by now. I had a little over P200 left in my wallet so I retried the ATM's again but still got nada. I decided to watch a movie to kill time and opted to go see Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium in the hopes that seeing it would a least cheer me out of this morbid day-off. I was now left with P100 and an angry stomach. I ran to Jollibee, got a Yum w/TLC meal and walked back to the cinemas. I went inside the cinema way to early but sat down and scarfed down my burger. I even finished the last piece of Jollibee's horrible fries. The movie was okay. Well, no. It was blah. Think an updated version of Robin William's "Toys" in the 90s. All I kept noticing was how gorgeous Natalie Portman looked even with short hair and wondered why I looked the exact opposite when I had mine years ago.
I went home and had a little bit of sardines for dinner. I ate very little and I don't understand why. I normally eat like a monster when depressed. The highlight of my day was when I realized I still had a Haagen-dazs Almond Vanilla Bar in the freezer that my mom got us last week.

Now excuse me while I mix myself another nightcap. I have a very early day tomorrow.